hey you, you’re here, next to me!! listening to my favorite song!!
hey you, you’re here, next to me!! sleeping on the couch, snoring!!
hey you, you’re here, next to me!! dreaming ur dreams, about us!!
hey you, i’m here, next to you!! looking at you!!
hey you, I LOVE YOU!
12 days since new year has started! i had a very interesting time! i could have blogged everyday, but i didn’t, i could have had those memories saved here, to look back when i want to, but i didn’t.
today, i blog, because of the incident, yesterday.
i was mad at a friend! i hated it, but i was mad! idk, she was chasing me down 2 blocks or something, i didn’t even look back and wait for her, i didn’t want to talk to her!!
is it her fault? to me it was, she asked me to tell her what she did wrong, but i didn’t. idk y, i just didn’t.
now, i wish that had never happened. ): i hate it when i’m mad at my friends. i hate that feeling, i want to tell her that i dont hate her, i’m sry cos i didn’t talk to her right at that moment, i’m sry i left her like that!
losing one friend in the past makes me scared, of losing another one! i really don’t want it to happen!
i forgive you, please forgive me NG! ;)
it’s January 6th, 2010, 6 days since new year have began!
the biggest thing happened so far was the wedding, it was a very interesting day for me! here’s wat i did: - my solo, for the wedding mass ( wasn’t that bad)
- being a waiter for the rest ( tiring, but kinda fun, it sucks that i didn’t get to take pix)
- ate crawfish
- drove to SF (something happened here, something big, but i can’t tell hehe)
freaking i dont know what to write here anymore, let’s say everything ( i mean EVERYTHING) isn’t going right at all for me, and this is just 6 days of new year!!! sighhhhhh
tell me about ur new year?
here’s yesterday story!
so i got out of work at 8, got a text from her. she said that if i wanted to hang out, cos “they” were at the movie. then yeah, i went to the theater. waited for 30mins. it pissed me off. so i left. the mall was closed at that time => i had to walk in that freaking cold weather all the way to my car, took me 15mins.
then i was home, this stupid girl popped up and said all that shiiit to my face.
then i got the news about “her”, she was crying and all. all of the sudden, i changed from angry to worried. so i called her, she didn’t tell me y, but she said she’d be ok, that calmed me down!
the end
=> last night i was thinking bout this story. and this is wat i wanna say to “her”
hey you, we’re friends, maybe not best friend and all, but still. u have a lot ppl that care for you, i think u know that, and i’m one of them. sooo, wat i wanna say is if u have someone care for you enough to call to in the middle of the night to make sure u ok, that person deserve to know what happened to you, even though we can’t do anything to help u! agree?
my uncle passed away on sunday November 8th, 2009. i would never forget this day, i was there, next to him. he looked at me.
the strange thing that’s been bothering me a lot is that i didn’t even cry that night. i felt terrible, but i didn’t cry. the following week passed like a blast, i don’t even remember what happened. but i did cry that monday, when i was all alone, and i missed him. i guess i just don’t cry too much. that surprised me a bit!
so, this is officially the second funeral that i’ve ever experienced as a family member. both happened in a very similar way. but things have changed, i have changed, a lot, in two years. last time, my great-grandma passed away. i didn’t know a thing about God, now, i know where they exactly go. they’re with God. and that feeling makes it all better for me!!!
thanks andrew and dat for coming on sunday and chill with me. i really appreciated that!
thanks everyone for coming, or just stay home and pray, either way, it means a lot to me! i feel like i have a big family that gets my back in times like this.
happy things now:
LBM show was …. idk, i kinda missed the whole thing, running around, the only thing i enjoyed was the singing, thao and nhu, chi cac and hoang. they made me hella proud. u guys were awesome.
i think ima sing next year, haha! i’m waiting for the vids from anh hai, or whoever recorded the whole thing.
it’s raining on friday guys. go celebrate!!!!!
xmas is coming tooo!!!
time is flying by!
i am very busy this week! hella stuff need to be done!
1000 words essay, which i dont even have a topic right now
finish Math hw, 60 problems or more, each takes about 15 mins
working two jobs as usual
anyway, i wanna watch “paranormal activity” so bad! i got hella scared just for the trailer, so if anyone wanna come, tell me, it’s rated R though! :D
notre dame sucks! they have 4 days weekend for Columbus day! ):
i’m loving the weather, haha it’s raining tmr too => swimming? hahaha! are we crazy enough? i really dont wanna get sick, but it’d be hella cool!
uhmm, a lot, it’s been up and down, now i’m in the middle, so it’s good!
make some new friends, hope it’ll last
old friend got weird! like usual!
trung thu was fun!
live singing practice makes me all confused after
working is too boring
school tmr, wake up at 8 to drive my mom, ):
she’s getting far far away!
i AM getting far far away!
too many bdays coming. or already over, HAPPY BDAY TO ALL OF U!! love u guys all!
to a friend: hope u’ll feel better soon, like i did!
God bless everyone!
g9!
u’r the only one can make me cry!! hurtfully! but surprisingly!
can we be friends again?
don’t talk to me like that, i’m ur f-ing friend!
